This part of January is challenging to me. In many ways, it always has been; it’s a busy time, getting ready for the new semester to start. We’re coming out of the holiday season. There are multiple family birthdays, which bring joy but also additional tasks, though at least I no longer have to figure out how to do birthday parties for a child born in January.

The hardest part of this week is in some ways also the easiest. It consists of writing two short notes, one a message on Facebook, the other a text. The messages are similar and consist of not much more than “I’m thinking of and praying for you today.” One is to my older son, the other to a woman I’ve never actually met.

Nine years ago, my husband and I were sleeping in on Saturday morning when the phone rang. It was our older son who had returned to college a few days before, and he sounded strange, breathing heavily and struggling to speak. As a mother, of course, I immediately pictured him injured in the hospital and began questioning him, trying to figure out what was going on. He eventually managed to convey that he was not hurt, so I began questioning him about his girlfriend (now wife), and he finally managed to say, “It’s Mark,” eventually followed by, “He’s gone.”

Mark was that instant lifelong friend that many people seem to make in college. They met the first day of orientation and were nearly inseparable for the next three and a half years until news of the fatal car accident came. 

What do you do when your son suffers such a blow? To this day, I don’t think I really know the answer to that beyond simply being there. Within the hour, we had hotel reservations and were on the road. We shopped for his first adult suit, met his future mother-in-law for the first time since she had come to support her daughter, took a group of Mark’s friends out for dinner. Our presence was appreciated, but it couldn’t stop the pain, of course, and then we had to go home, back to our jobs and comforts while our hearts bled for our child.

This was a life-changing event, in the short term as it impacted health and school, but also in the longer term. It impacted life goals and helped dictate our son’s current job. It affected the wedding, where there were no attendants because the person who was supposed to be best man couldn’t be there.

Healing has come with time, so much so that there are significant periods of time when Mark is forgotten and life is full of happiness and joy. But then there is this time of the year, as his birthday approaches, and we mark the anniversary of the death. And so I send a message to Mark’s mother and one to my son, to let them know that I, too, remember their loss on this day. A small thing, but all that I have to do that might help.

Then I question, as we are prone to do. Why, God, would you take this young man? Why would you allow my son to suffer such a loss? 

I have no answers for those questions beyond the general brokenness of the world and the free will that God has given people. After all, I don’t believe that God caused the accident, only that he did not act supernaturally to prevent it.

In my questioning, however, I often find myself reminded of the suffering Jesus went through and the suffering God the Father subjected himself to in causing the Son to suffer so. You see, having heard and sung of the blood of Jesus and Christ’s death and suffering all my life, I sometimes see that pain as not real. It becomes something that I know about, but don’t quite recognize for what it is. After all, God is God. He is supremely powerful and completely self-sufficient.

But, think about this: God is God, but he allowed himself in Jesus to be subjected to horrific pain.

• Jesus was betrayed by one of his twelve closest followers, someone who was supposed to be his friend. “While he was still speaking, there came a crowd, and the man called Judas, one of the twelve, was leading them. He drew near to Jesus to kiss him, but Jesus said to him, ‘Judas, would you betray the Son of Man with a kiss?’” (Luke 22:47-48 ESV).
• Jesus was mocked and scorned. “Then they spit in his face and struck him. And some slapped him, saying, ‘Prophesy to us, you Christ! Who is it that struck you?’” (Matthew 26:67-68 ESV). In addition, there is the crown of thorns, both painful and mocking. He’s spit upon again and even derided while on the cross.
• Jesus was beaten multiple times. We see him being beaten before he is taken to Pilate. The Bible states that Pilate had him scourged before delivering him to be crucified. Then we have a description of yet another beating as part of preparation for the crucifixion.
• Jesus died a physically agonizing death. Crucifixion was a weapon Rome used to keep subjugated peoples in line, and it was designed for cruelty and visibility.

All of this is just the part we can relate to. Jesus was also suffering from the weight of our sin: “For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God” (2 Corinthians 5:21 ESV). That is a kind of suffering that we really don’t understand, though anyone who has struggled to be free of an addiction or some sinful habit that they just couldn’t shake may have an inkling of what Christ was going through.

Furthermore, as a parent whose children have suffered, I know that God the Father also suffered as he put Jesus through this ordeal for our sake. 

I don’t understand; this side of heaven, I probably won’t ever understand why the really awful things happen. Yet, I will hold on to the insight they give me into the suffering that the all-powerful, completely self-sufficient creator of the universe chose to go through so that we might be reconciled to him.

Surely he has borne our griefs
    and carried our sorrows;
yet we esteemed him stricken,
    smitten by God, and afflicted.
But he was pierced for our transgressions;
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace,
    and with his wounds we are healed.
                            Isaiah 53:4-5 ESV

I’m not usually one for New Year’s Resolutions. Most of the resolutions I have made over the years have been broken far too quickly, and I never wanted to fall into the trap of making the same empty promises year after year. However, this January clearly marks a new chapter in my life. I am a computer science professor, but I was pulled into administration nine years ago. I found my department chair position much more satisfying and rewarding than I expected, but also far more stressful and draining than teaching and research.  I stepped down from my position at the end of June and have been on leave since then, working on getting my research program back up and running as well as preparing to return to the class room on a full time basis.

Now, the time has come for my old and new life to begin again. Old because I’m going back to the job I did and loved for well over a decade. New because other circumstances have changed–children grown and moved away, new courses and changed course content, and a research field that looks nothing like it did a decade ago. As I look ahead, I am both thrilled and terrified; thrilled because I am glad to be out of the administrative role and its stresses, and because I loved my job in 2010; terrified because I am rusty, and because I want to love my job again.

Given these circumstances, I thought this might be a good year to actually make some resolutions and share them with you in place of my usual devotional content. So, here they are:

Care the Right Amount about My Job

A faculty position can take over your life, especially if you are a responsible person who cares about your students. I have a tendency to give my students more of my time and energy than I probably should. I can also occasionally get very absorbed into a research problem. As a mother of children at home, I worked to prevent my job from completely taking over my life, knowing that my family needed my time, though I’m sure my sons would tell you that I was not as successful as perhaps I should have been.

Looking ahead, I certainly don’t want to become one of those professors who go through the motions. I do care about my students and enjoy my research, but, more importantly, we are commanded to take our work seriously, whatever it is. “Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ” (Colossians 3:23-24 ESV). We’re also encouraged to enjoy it. “And I commend joy, for man has nothing better under the sun but to eat and drink and be joyful, for this will go with him in his toil through the days of his life that God has given him under the sun” (Ecclesiastes 8:15 ESV).

At the same time, I don’t want to lose track of other things that matter. The story of Mary and Martha reminds us that Jesus considers time spent with him to be important, more so than our daily work. My children no longer live here, but I still have a husband and friends. So my first resolution is to work hard, find joy in my work, and keep my work from consuming my life.

Spend Time in the Word

For many years, I have managed to keep a pretty consistent Bible reading and prayer time in the mornings, but I have only recently become serious about Scripture memorization and meditation. I also feel a need to pick up more serious Bible study than I have been engaged in recently. With the return to teaching, my daily schedule will become more erratic.

So my second resolution is to continue to reserve daily time for Scripture memory and to carve out at least an hour per week for serious Bible study in addition to my usual reading and prayer time.

Focus on Relationships

I am an introvert. In general, I do not need people when I get home from work. I love to read. I enjoy video games. I love to write. I can entertain myself with no problem at all, and I desperately need some of that time to be alone and recover the energy it costs me to engage with others.

But God doesn’t intend that even his introverts walk through life alone. We are commanded to fellowship. We are commanded to be witnesses. We cannot have good fellowship without spending time with other Christ followers. We cannot be effective witnesses without spending time with non-believers.

With the renewed scheduling flexibility of my faculty position, I have determined that I need to renew my focus on spending time with people and improving my relationships..

So my third resolution is to make sure I take time every week to spend with people other than students and to seek to develop at least one more good Christian friend and at least one friend that I can share Christ with.

 

Those are my resolutions for 2020. I encourage you to comment below about what God is leading you to commit to for the coming year.

 

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In one of the novels I was recently reading, a girl wants something very badly, and the author says “she wished (for she wouldn’t call it ‘praying,’ which she instinctively knew should be reserved for very special needs)” (The Wizard of London, Mercedes Lackey). 

Now this is not an author I would ever take spiritual advice from; she does not claim to be a Christ-follower. However, I think that this idea that prayer is only for things that are somehow important enough to be prayed about is a misconception we find among Christians as well. Even when we pay lip service to the notion that we can (and should) pray about everything, we often don’t pray about the “little” things.

This reluctance to pray about things we see as little can come from a lot of different places. Those of us who are Americans were raised in a very do-it-yourself culture. Even though “God helps those who help themselves” is not biblical, many of us were raised on that phrase. We believe that we shouldn’t start praying until we’ve done all that we could do in our power. When we do this, we are trying to use God as the hero who rides in to save the day at the end of every episode. But that’s not what God is willing to be for us. He offers us a relationship to walk with him in everything. He’s not looking to be the superhero who comes in only when all is lost. He is our savior, but that was a one time act. One we have accepted that gift, he becomes our helper and comforter, intending to interact with us on a continual basis. Relegating God to the role of occasional hero is missing the point entirely.

We may be reluctant to pray about things we see as small simply because God is so great. We sometimes think he wouldn’t care about this little thing that matters to us but doesn’t have an impact on our ministry, or maybe even an impact on anyone else in the world. It’s hard to believe that the creator of the universe actually cares about me, but he has said that he does. “Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? And not one of them is forgotten before God. Why, even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not; you are of more value than many sparrows” (Luke 12: 6-7 ESV)

I like to tell the story of one of the little things that mattered only to me (or maybe me and my immediate family). My glasses had broken on Saturday night. They were plastic frames that had snapped at the nose piece. This had happened to me before a couple of times over the years, and we glued them as we had before, but we didn’t expect the glue to hold long, because it had never held for as long as a day before. I could not get to the eye doctor until at least that Thursday, and I had a lot of driving and graduate classes to deal with on Monday through Wednesday. So I asked my Sunday School class to pray for my glasses to somehow hold. And they did, not coming apart until I was sitting in the optometrist’s office. A little thing, for the glue to hold for four days instead of one, but something that made my life much better for those four days.

As I tell that story again, one thing occurs to me: what isn’t little to God? He spoke the world into being. What can we ask of him that he would think is a big request? There are things God won’t do because of his character. There are things he won’t do because he has a better plan for us. There are also times when he waits to act. But there is nothing we can ask that would cause his to say, “Oh, that’s hard.” Paul reminds us that he “is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think” (Ephesians 3:20b ESV). Since everything we might ask is small to God, there is no reason why some things should be considered too small.

Of course, the biggest reason for praying about everything is that he told us to: “in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God” (Philippians 4:6b). Not in some things, not in the important things, but in everything. When we are tempted to think, “Oh, God won’t care about that,” or “I can handle this problem by myself,” we should remind ourselves that God intends for us to pray about every single thing, large or small. Then, we should pray.

 

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At this time of year, my local radio station transforms completely, playing only Christmas music from the day after Thanksgiving until December 26. I’m torn in my opinion of this change. I miss my usual soundtrack for driving, but the selections on the station have gotten better. After all, where else can I get a mix of traditional carols and more modern favorites of mine like “Joseph’s Lullaby” or “What a Strange Way to Save the World”? And I’m always delighted to hear holiday selections from the Trans-Siberian Orchestra.

My favorite thing about my particular radio station during Christmas time is the opportunity to hear newer Christmas songs from Christian artists, some of them quite thought-provoking.  One song that has recently joined my list of modern Christmas favorites is “2000 Decembers Ago” sung by Joy Williams. While the title bugs me a bit since we know Jesus was probably not born in December, I think the song does a great job of capturing the wonder of the nativity. As I was listening to the song again recently, part of the chorus really captured my attention: “Was anyone able to look at the stable and not see a child but a King?” 

I think the answer to that question at the time in Bethlehem was yes, at least in part. While Mary and Joseph probably saw a baby more than a Son of God at that moment, their experiences with the angels surely influenced their vision. And I believe the same is true of the shepherds. Certainly, when the wise men arrived (probably much later and not in the stable), they understood that they brought gifts to a king.

However, I think the important question for us is not about what people saw over 2000 years ago, but what we see today as we celebrate the birth of Jesus. Who do we see in the manger, and who are we celebrating?

We should, in part, see that infant. Think about who Jesus is and what his existence was like prior to his birth.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. (John 1:1-3 ESV)

Jesus was, and is, God. The Bible says creation occurred through him. That means he was able to simply speak things into existence. He gave that up to become a human baby. He not only suddenly had physical needs for food and warmth, but he was also entirely dependent on the humans around him to fulfill those needs with no means of communication about them besides crying. In choosing to become a fully human baby, Jesus went from being all powerful to being helpless.

Paul describes it this way: “Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men” (Philippians 2:5-7). How awe-inspiring that Jesus would choose such a dramatic loss for our benefit!

Yet, even if we see the baby Jesus in this light, we still miss the point if the sweet little baby is all that we see. We have to remember that Jesus had a purpose in coming to earth, and it wasn’t about being an infant to have lullabies song. His purpose was to show us sinless human life and ultimately to be our perfect sacrifice and then our Lord and King.

We have an advantage over those who were at the stable. We’re not dependent on hints from the angels about where the story is going. We get to read how it ends. As those who have a relationship with the resurrected Jesus, we have no excuse for failing to see the king in the manger or for forgetting that the whole point of Christmas is that Easter is coming.

 

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I read a lot of fantasy and science fiction. I enjoy the genres for a number of reasons, but one of those reasons is that speculative fiction allows the author and readers to explore relationships and culture in interesting ways, because the story takes place in a different world with its own rules. One of the things that makes me both thoughtful and sad in this exploration is the treatment of religion. With a few exceptions (can you say C. S. Lewis?), those who explore religion in any serious way usually don’t have a pre-eminent supernatural creator at all, or they have one who doesn’t care about the creation.

That is heart-breaking to me, especially since I know that many people believe that one of those two things is the case in the real world.

Of course, it’s not only those who are outside of Christianity who seem to believe that we have a God who doesn’t care. Even some Christian depictions of God emphasize judgment to the exclusion of all else.

Any of these beliefs about God lead to lives that are less than they could be. If we believe that God doesn’t exist or just doesn’t care, then we struggle on alone and believe there are no answers and no relief for the issues in the world beyond human action. If we believe that God is only a judge looking to condemn, then we live in fear and constant concern over how we might offend. Alternately, we might simply give up and decide that there is nothing we can do to appease him, so we might as well live selfishly.

The good news is that these are not accurate pictures of the God of the Bible. Scripture depicts not a distant God who ignores his creation, but rather a God who is active in history and has relationships with his people. He walks with Enoch. He instructs Noah. He calls Abraham and speaks to him a number of times, even allowing him to bargain. He calls Moses and leads the people of Israel, repeatedly interfering with natural processes as they leave Egypt, wander about, and ultimately conquer and settle the land of Canaan. He speaks to judge after judge after judge, ending with Samuel. He calls David to be king and protects him repeatedly. He speaks to many prophets. He protects Daniel from the lions and Daniel’s friends from fire. Over and over we see him speaking and acting to work out his purposes.

All that action could still be the work of a demanding and vengeful God, but as we look at his relationships with his people, we can see that it is not. We see him using those others condemn. Rahab, a prostitute, helps the Israelite spies escape, and so is spared along with her family, and becomes an example of faith. That could only happen with a God loves people and values mercy as well as judgment. That only happens with a God whose word proclaims that “Mercy triumphs over judgment” (James 2:13b ESV).

God sends Jonah to warn the Ninevites of coming judgment. Jonah is furious when the Ninevites repent and God relents in his judgment failing to understand that God sent him exactly so that the people would repent. God’s caring and kindness consistently confound even his own prophets.

We have a God who comforts his followers. When Elijah is alone and despairing, ready to lie down and die, quite literally, God sends an angel with food and water who encourages Elijah to eat and drink and rest. Only after that recovery does God reassure Elijah that he is not alone and send him on a new mission (1 Kings 19).

In Jesus, we see the ultimate expression of God’s caring. We see it in his ministry. People flock to him, and we see him repeatedly responding to their needs–healing, blessing children, even raising the dead on a few occasions. His conversation with the Samaritan woman at the well could have gone very differently. She is shocked that he even speaks to her because of the enmity between Samaritans and Jews. He could have ignored her. He could have looked down on her. He could have condemned her for her sinful behavior. Instead, he gently points out the truth and offers her hope and a better life (John 4).

There are many such examples of caring in as we look at the gospels, but the biggest example is, of course, his purpose in coming to earth at all. 

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. (John 3:16-18 ESV)

God is a holy and righteous God who cannot tolerate wrongdoing, but his solution for that was to sacrifice himself so that we could have a relationship with him despite the wrong we have done. As Jesus said, “Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends” (John 15:13 ESV).

And still more good news is that God’s caring doesn’t stop with the cross. We have the Holy Spirit and a number of promises that God will always be with us, if we have chosen to turn our lives over to him. 

It can be hard, at times, to remember that we serve a loving God. This is a broken and sin-filled world with a lot of problems and a lot of pain, and we have a God who chose to give us free will and the freedom to make our own choices whether good or bad. But we serve a God of peace and love who will bring us through this world with hope and joy if we hold tight to him and allow ourselves to remember that he does care.

 

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A couple of weeks ago, I was invited to attend a concert that I thought sounded interesting but would have conflicted with other plans. On the other hand, I completely changed my initial plans for a week of travel, spent a few hundred dollars, and took my first trip on a Greyhound bus in a few decades in order to spend time with a dear friend whom I had not seen in far too long.

Those two choices got me thinking about priorities and how we make decisions about how to spend our time and money. There are a lot of things that I want to do, or at least say that I want to do. However, some I will only do if they require little time and effort and don’t really disrupt my life. For others, I will go to great effort and completely rearrange my life. 

God knows this about us, and he expects us to desire him in such a way that we will rearrange our lives as a result of knowing him.

Some may say, “Wait a minute! Salvation is a free gift of God. What are you talking about?”

It is true that salvation is a gift that we cannot earn. Paul clearly states, “For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast” (Ephesians 2:8-9 ESV). However, focusing too much on those two verses may lead us to ignore the next one: “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them” (Ephesians 2:10 ESV).

The reality is that when Jesus called people to follow him, he asked a great deal of them. “And he said to all, ‘If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me’” (Luke 9:23 ESV).

In another passage, Jesus makes an even stronger statement, and calls upon those following him to count the cost of a commitment to him.

Now great crowds accompanied him, and he turned and said to them, “If anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple. Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple. For which of you, desiring to build a tower, does not first sit down and count the cost, whether he has enough to complete it? Otherwise, when he has laid a foundation and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish.’ Or what king, going out to encounter another king in war, will not sit down first and deliberate whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? And if not, while the other is yet a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks for terms of peace. So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple. (Luke 14:25-33 ESV)

So, that leaves us needing to ask how: much we want Jesus and salvation? Are we willing to offer all that we are and all that we have to follow Christ? This passage calls for the sacrifice of our closest relationships, our own lives, and all that we have. 

I think most who claim to follow Jesus would say that they are willing to sacrifice everything, but I also think most of us still struggle to live this out in practice. Are we willing to spend time in prayer? What about Bible reading or study? What about Christian fellowship? Are we willing to spend our money? Do we tithe? Do we do more than tithe if called by God to do so? Are we willing to give sacrificially to others in need? Are we willing to cultivate relationships that will allow us to share Christ with others? Have we been called out of our current homes and jobs into some other place of service, and are we willing to go?

The only meaningful answer to these questions is to look at our lives and how we actually spend our lives. Do we really want Christ? Do we really want to follow God and become Christlike so much that our desire for God is rearranging our lives?

 

 

As some of you know, my day job involves teaching computer programming. My courses range from the first introduction to programming to advanced topics including artificial intelligence. One of the challenges I constantly face is balancing between individual and group work. No matter how I mix the two, I face complaints. Some students think they should be allowed to do everything with the help of classmates, the internet, and anyone they can get to help them, because “that’s how you do it in the real world.” Other students avoid working with their classmates at every turn and complain vociferously when I force them to team up.

I’m never going to give in to the first group, because a large part of the purpose of my courses is to provide students with the individual skills that will make them effective members of a team later on. However, I do have a lot of sympathy for their point of view and very little for the second group. The reality is that very little software is developed by one individual working alone, because one individual, no matter how talented and knowledgeable, has limited time and only so many areas of expertise. Teamwork is an important skill in the software development world.

Just like that second group of students, we as Christians can fall into the trap of the “I can do it myself” attitude. Really, there are two such traps.

The first is trying to live the Christian life on our power: doing things for God instead of allowing God to do things through us. It’s never God’s intent for us to act on our own power. Paul put it most clearly: “I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me” (Galatians 2:20 ESV).

This trap presents multiple dangers. An obvious one is burn-out. Trying to live a Christ-like life on merely human power will exhaust anyone. We may also spend our energy on the wrong things. As humans, we can easily choose the urgent over the important and the merely good over the very best. We are also likely to struggle with keeping our attitude positive on our own. Paul talks about being content in all circumstances “through him who strengthens me” (Philippians 4:13b ESV). God is supposed to be our source of peace, joy, comfort. If we’re trying to do the Christian thing without Christ, those benefits will be hard to come by.

Even when we accept that we need Christ to function as Christians, we may fall into the second trap of believing that we don’t need other Christians. That’s especially easy to do when we’ve been hurt or disappointed by fellow church members. Not one of the Christians still on earth is perfect yet. This means that hurts and disappointments are going to happen, tempting us to reduce the pain by avoiding others.

The problem is that God didn’t make us that way. He made us with a need for other people. Back in Genesis, before people ever sinned, we see this: “Then the Lord God said, ‘It is not good that the man should be alone;’” (Genesis 2:18 ESV). Proverbs has a number of comments about the value of friends and the importance of the quality of one’s friends (17:17; 18:24; 27:6, 9-10 among others).  Ecclesiastes 4 reminds us of the value of working with other people. Paul talks several times about the church as the body of Christ. He points out that the purpose of our differing gifts is to build one another up. We even have explicit instructions about this: “And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near” (Hebrews 10:24-25 ESV).

Clearly, we ought to be interacting with our fellow Christians and supporting one another, but I think we should consider what this looks like. I don’t think it looks like showing up for a worship service, singing, listening to a sermon, and heading home. Those are good things to do. Corporate worship can inspire and comfort. It can help us get our hearts and minds focused on God. A good sermon will have something to teach us. But the fellowship that Paul and the author of Hebrews are talking about doesn’t happen as we sit in a congregation or watch a service online. It requires meaningful interaction with people who come to really know one another.

This meaningful interaction is the goal of the small group, and it often happens there. It can also happen in Sunday School classes, Bible study groups, even coffee or lunch with friends as long as some of the conversation is meaningful and Christ-centered. I have sometimes had the privilege of being in highly functional groups where we had the kind of fellowship that Paul and the author of Hebrews were talking about. I also have a few friends with whom conversations are almost always valuable to my walk with Christ.

Not every group or friendship results in meaningful fellowship, and I have no special answers for developing fellowship that works, but I will say that it is well worth the effort when you find it. We’re commanded to do it for our benefit, so don’t give up on people. If you don’t have effective fellowship now, keep looking.

After all, Jesus told us: “Again I say to you, if two of you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them” (Matthew 18:19-20 ESV)

 

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Over the years I have come to realize that my conviction that I usually know best is not necessarily a good thing. For example, as someone who is generally accounted a good teacher, I tend to think that people should teach the way I do. One of my responsibilities as an academic department chair was to observe professors in my department in the classroom and to provide feedback. I had a lot of suggestions for improvement for some of my faculty, especially some of the newer ones, but I had to be careful. Sometimes, they really were not doing it well and needed to do things more like I would. At other times, though, they were doing things differently, but in ways that were also effective. I had to remind myself that what matters is student learning, not whether the teacher does what I would. Besides, my way won’t work for everyone. Talking to a group of computer science students about gaming is a great way for me to establish rapport, but it only works because I actually do know the computer gaming world and play some of the same games. My approach would fail miserably for many of my colleagues.

As a department chair, it was my job to try to ensure that classes were taught well. However, I also find myself wanting to give advice when it really isn’t my business at all, whether it’s encouraging my successor to do things the way I did them or getting someone to fold the towels correctly. I know I’m not alone. Why do people care how other people hang their toilet paper? It’s their toilet paper in their house: let them hang it the way they want. But most of us are firmly convinced that we know which way is right, and we believe that everyone else should do it our way.

This tendency to want other people to do things our way shows up in our religion as well. When some event or Bible study or worship song has been especially meaningful to us, we think everyone should experience that in exactly the same way. In college, I had a Sunday School class that did a verse-by-verse study of James that was very meaningful to me, and I still feel like everyone should have that kind of experience with the book of James. But I’m wrong about that, because God made other people who respond differently and need different means to learn those lessons.

Of course, we don’t just want people to do things our way. Too often we want God to do it our way. We want him to treat us fairly, by which we often mean all the same. We want everyone’s uncle with cancer to be healed. We don’t understand why that woman is well-off while her sister struggles to make ends meet.

But Christianity is not supposed to be a cookie cutter religion where everyone has the exact same experience.

Jesus addresses this issue a couple of times. In Matthew 20, he tells a story about the vintner who needs workers and hires some people in the morning, agreeing to pay them each a denarius, which was a standard day’s wage at the time. Those people work, but more are wanted and the owner hires additional workers at various points throughout the day, including some who work just one hour. There is no agreement made with all of these additional laborers. When the end of the day comes, the workers are paid starting with those who worked the least, and everyone receives a full denarius. This is not okay with the ones who had actually made an agreement to work all day for the denarius.

Now when those hired first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also received a denarius. And on receiving it they grumbled at the master of the house, saying, ‘These last worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the day and the scorching heat.’ But he replied to one of them, ‘Friend, I am doing you no wrong. Did you not agree with me for a denarius? Take what belongs to you and go. I choose to give to this last worker as I give to you. Am I not allowed to do what I choose with what belongs to me? Or do you begrudge my generosity?’ (Matthew 20:10-15 ESV)

I think Jesus is trying to make it clear that what God chooses to do with and for someone else is really none of my concern.

He makes a similar point after foretelling the manner of Peter’s death. 

When Peter saw [John], he said to Jesus, Lord, what about this man?” Jesus said to him, “If it is my will that he remain until I come, what is that to you? You follow me!” (John 21:21-22 ESV)

Jesus is not interested in explaining his work in someone else’s life to me. He is interested in my obedience and in giving me all the experiences I need for growth. I should share my experiences with others, so that God can use them in their lives, but I should not be surprised or disappointed when God works differently in their lives than he does in mine.

 

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A former pastor of my church used to frequently say that people should quit spending their time studying the Bible and instead start doing what they already know that it says. Now, he was making a valid point—there’s little use in Bible knowledge that does not result in action. It’s the same point James makes: “But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves” (James 1:22 ESV).

However, I take issue with my former pastor’s advice, because he was setting up a false dichotomy between studying the word of God and acting out the word of God. Even worse, when we say that we should do what the Bible says instead of spending time in the Bible, we ignore the power of Biblical truth to change our behavior if we cooperate with it.

The Bible describes itself this way: “For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart” (Hebrews 4:12 ESV). This means that the Bible not just a passive bank of knowledge that we can look into and learn as we choose. It has power and the ability to change us.

This theme of scripture as able to influence action appears in several places. As Joshua begins his leadership of Israel, God tells him, “This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do according to all that is written in it” (Joshua 1:8a ESV). The psalmist declares, “I have stored up your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you,” (Psalm 119:11 ESV). Just before his statement that we need to be doers of the word and not just hearers, James instructs his readers to “receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls” (James 1:21b ESV).

Scripture is powerful. It can guard us from sin. It can help us to do the right thing. Its truth saves us. But, for that to actually happen, two things are required of us.

First, we really do have to act on what we know. We need to do the things that are clearly laid out for us in scripture. We need to be prepared for God to use our Bible study to prompt us to action, and we need to take those actions when that happens. We must be doers.

The good news is that acting out what we read gets easier if we do the second thing and, as intended by the author, meditate on it. Joshua wasn’t told to read through the law once; he was told to meditate on it constantly. The psalmist doesn’t talk about casual reading but about a much deeper knowledge. James refers to the implanted word.

For many years, Bible reading and study have been a part of my life. However, I have been less faithful in the area of scripture memory and meditation. I memorized a number of Bible verses as a child, as would be expected for the daughter of pastor and then a missionary, who also wanted to win the Bible sword drills at summer camp. As an adult, I’ve always had good intentions regarding memorization, but I have only intermittently followed through.

In the last several months, I’ve discovered a website for Bible memorization that actually works for me (at least so far). I’ve been working on memorizing both verses I’ve chosen and collections that others have put together on the site.

Here’s what’s great about that: as I dwell on a verse and spend time not only getting the words in my head, but also meditating on the words and their meaning, I see things that I would never see in my typical morning Bible reading. I say this with some confidence, since I hadn’t seen them the last thirty times I read the chapter. Some of that is God bringing certain things to my attention because of where I am in life and what he’s teaching me right now, but this is also a result of my spending the time and allowing the meaning to seep into the dark crevices of my heart. I am inspired to act in accordance with the truth in that scripture.  It’s no longer a matter of making myself do what I should, but rather allowing the living and active word of God to change my heart and help me do what I ought.

Let’s do what we know already, but let’s do it out of the inspiration gained through serious meditation on the word of God.

 

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When I was about 10, my sister and I got a small rock collecting kit. We thought it was pretty cool. It had a bunch of information about various rocks and minerals, tools to test the hardness, and, of course, several sample rocks and minerals. One of the items in the kit was pyrite, better known as fool’s gold.

Always an avid reader, I had heard of fool’s gold before, but I’d never actually seen it. I’d always wondered how people could possibly be fooled by a cheap substitute, until I saw its glittering reality.

Just as some hopeful prospectors are fooled by the glitter of pyrite, people looking for truth sometimes get fooled by pretty words that lack the substance of truth. The Bible has a number of warnings about false prophets and the danger of being led away from truth by false teaching.

We see one such incident in chapter 22 of 1 Kings. King Ahab of Israel proposes to King Jehoshaphat of Judah that they go to war against Syria in order to seize territory that had previously belonged to Israel. Jehoshaphat agrees, but he insists they first check with the prophets to see what God has to say about the battle. So Ahab does that:

Then the king of Israel gathered the prophets together, about four hundred men, and said to them, “Shall I go to battle against Ramoth-gilead, or shall I refrain?” And they said, “Go up, for the Lord will give it into the hand of the king.” (1 Kings 22:6 ESV)

Sounds pretty good. For some reason, Jehoshaphat asks if there are any other prophets to consult.  Ahab brings in Micaiah, who initially promises success as well, but eventually explains that God wants Ahab to attack Syria and to die in the attack. It’s good to remember here that Ahab has spent a lifetime opposing and displeasing God.

Now here’s the really interesting part to me: Ahab has brought in Micaiah and insisted that he tell the truth. But after Micaiah does exactly that, prophesying Ahab’s death, Ahab throws him in prison and goes out to fight—and dies as his army flees.

We can learn a couple of things from Ahab’s bad example.First, the majority isn’t necessarily right. We have some 400 prophets promising success and just one warning of destruction. Ahab goes with the majority, which feels right from our democratic point of view, but the majority in this case is very wrong.

That’s a truth that should be familiar to us. Jesus warns us, “Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many. For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life, and those who find it are few” (Matthew 7:13-14 ESV)

Perhaps it’s worth noting that the following verse is a warning about false prophets, wolves in sheep’s clothing. The point is that important matters of faith can’t be decided by looking at the majority. They can only be decided by those in a close relationship with God who are examining the Scriptures and praying.

The second thing to learn from Ahab is that the truth may be unpalatable. As I read the passage, I think Ahab knows Micaiah is the one who is right, the one who has actually heard the truth. So why does he reject it? I think it can only be because that truth is unappealing.

False teachers who tell us what we don’t want to hear aren’t much of a danger. It’s the ones who tell us exactly what we want to hear that we must watch out for. Lessons from teachers who tell us that the Christian life is easy and that we will be richly blessed with material things are attractive, but they don’t line up with the many warnings about suffering and persecution. Those who say we have no obligation to God once we accept salvation sound really good, but that message doesn’t match what Paul and James have to say. Paul tells us to work out our salvation, walking in the good works God created us to do. James points out the uselessness of a faith that does not have an active response in good deeds. 

I could go on, but I could never catalog all of the false teaching out there. Instead, we must compare each teaching with the Biblical message.

There is one other way to recognize false teachers, one given to us by Jesus himself in that passage in Matthew 7 about false prophets in sheep’s clothing. He tells us to look at their fruits. The false ones will bear bad fruit. The prophets and teachers who should be trusted live lives that demonstrate their close relationship with Christ. 

We should all work to avoid being fooled by those who offer us pyrite in place of true gold.

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